stress

feel stress today
bad mood today
very very very ….bad mood todaY
feel want to cry
but
i dunno why..
i cant ever cry out all my tears..all my stress
just keep quiet..
dont feel want to talk..
tired..
tired..
damn tired
absolutely tired and stress..
why??
I’m wondering something,
why they dont tell me the truth..
Why they dont tell me?
Why they keep normal when we are chatting?
why?
Am i do anything wrong?
Or,
i’m thinking too much..??
If i’m really did something wrong..
why dont them tell me?
I notice that it’s very bad when discovered the truth
It might hurt u..
However, it’ll getting worse if we dunno
If u are that person, what will u feel?
What will u do?

Actually, i feel stress on my studies too..
getting worse..
getting loss confidence
wHat should I DO?
Should I stop?
Or
I SHOULD keep going on..
until complete my mission

If life without challenging and some stress
it’s not fun and intersting at all
but
if the life with too much stress and challenging
it will kill somebody

Am I righT?
I dunno..
everyone has their own opinions and ideas

Somebody say that it will be al-right after u go to zzz..
Is that true?
What are u think of that?

In fact, i dont think it’s true sometimes
coz i’m remain same mood even i went to zzz oledi..
What’s happen to me?
What’s wrong with me?
Can anyone tell me?

really no mood at all
absolutely tired
what’s wrong with me?
MAybe i should stop my journey for a while..and continue until complete mission
Somebody says, take a break is for walking more longer path
Is that true?
Dunno??
lets us take a break and think about our future
if we are walking too fast
we will lose some beatiful things
and lose some items
If they are never belong u..u also cant do anything to stay it back
If they are urs, they will be back one day
right?
Same..i dunno

Someone told me that u will be HAPPY if u are behaving so..u are think so
mood can influence us
what’s ur mood toDAY
fine??
bad?
Anyways..wish u have a GOOD MOOD today
not only for today..for tomorrow..For FOREVER as long we are still alive in this world
Hope that i will be better after zzz..
Wish me all the best in those comming days especially week 16 and 17..having final exam soon..
u 2..
take Care!!

P/S: feel so sorry if there are too much grammatical errors

From…
an ordainary and some “stupid” girl..
20/8/2006
20.07p.m

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2 Responses to “stress”

  1. shieh yee Says:

    u think too much la!
    u so cute n nice,how can ppl dislike u!
    we cant very believe wat we c,coz our eyes will lie us,we wan “see”sth from our heart!
    still wait!they dun tell u sth,maybe it is not a time 2 let u noe,when the time is arrive,they will let u noe!
    i oso got tis experience!one day,i saw my frens say sth in front of me n but not let me noe,i wan ask them,but i scare,i scare they say my bad or wat,i so sad tat time,some ppl say sth in front of u but not let u noe,u will thought tat they say ur bad ,i m normal person,i oso thought like tat n feel sad,but i say 2 myself tat maybe they wan gv me surprise,when i think like tat i will become better or i jz ignore tat i not c my frens say anything!
    stress everyone oso got,i oso got!but jz relax urself n gv u some rest.
    u will feel stress coz 你 觉 得 这 件 事 对 你 很 重 要, 所 以 你 会 怕!
    jz relax n do it like normal
    when u feel stress,u listen music n chat with ur frens!
    or u can laugh 2 sky!(i wan do it,but i shy ma,hehe,u can do it 1st n then i will do…..hehe!!!!jz do my model!!!)
    i dunno wat i wan 2 say la,hope u can happy again,coz when u not smile….u so ugly n will be old faster!(haha,jz joking!!)

  2. PeiCin Says:

    Like Shieh Yee said at the above comment ,maybe they no intention to keep something from you ,just is not a time to tell you~like a chinese sentence~~不是不告诉你而是时机未到.
    Stress~I believe everyone having that feeling,just different with some stress or many stress.If you feel many stress, you know la,got many way to release it.No need I give the example la,haha…Don’t forget that you got a lot of friendssssss ar.Moreover,you have sister,housemates ,roommates in your house,haha!!(,”)
    Okla,that’s all I want to tell you.
    ~~KeEp Alw@ys SmillinG~~

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